i only feel good when i have good ideas.
i shy away from or act uncomfortably in social situations when i don’t have them.
i feel like i have nothing to give.
this thesis the amount of time i spend on it at the expense of other pursuits belies me in a bed of not good ideas.
the feedback from my previous essays has me feeling i have nothing to write.
today i displaced my own ideas by fresh acquaintances, good ones at that, people i will stay in touch with.
and also, today i showed my roommate my blog, which is the explanation of the previous post and comments.